Really mad at myself. At this moment in time, I don't want to be me. I don't say this so I can get tons of messages saying "Oh I love you Vonda and you're great the way you are!" I'm just stating, right now, I wish I were someone else. Period.

Now I'm going to have a mini-cry. No biggie. I am not die hard depressed. But I think I just need to cry. So yeah. I'm gonna do that now.

Good nite.